Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
** 選擇了你，所以用心去愛你 ** (轉貼)
不愛就不要選擇，愛了就要堅持，真正的幸福是一點一點爭取的，是一天一天積累的。
不要去傷害愛你的人，也不要讓你愛的人受傷害。
成熟不是看你的年齡有多大，而是看你的肩膀能挑起多重的責任。
愛一個人要用心，誠心相待，真心交流，恒心相守。
不要計較太多的得與失，感情沒有絕對的公平，也沒有絕對的對錯，要學會用一顆寬容的心包容對方的缺點與失誤。
在一起是一種緣分，真的好珍貴，不要輕易讓愛人哭泣傷心，好好珍惜在一起的每一分鐘，美好的回憶應該留給快樂和歡笑。
無論遇到什麼事情，不要輕易說分手，不要輕易放棄感情，下一站未必比她好。
相信你的愛人，不要總是懷疑她的誠意，親密之餘給彼此留一點自己的空間。
經常想念對方，哪怕她的壞，設身處地的多為對方著想，永遠別讓她的面孔變得陌生。
其實每個人一開始都不懂愛情，與愛人一起經歷一些事情，甚至一起經歷一些痛苦，才能變得成熟，才會懂得珍惜。
愛了就愛了，永遠不要說後悔。只是一定要記住，讓相愛的日子多一點歡樂，不要留下遺憾。
愛一個人是一件很幸福，又很辛苦的事。
我總是希望可以與我的愛人“執子之手，與子偕老”
所以我總是告訴自己：“選我所愛，愛我所選！！！既然我選擇了，我也會用心的對待，我不想讓我們彼此陌生，所以我用心等待…
不要去傷害愛你的人，也不要讓你愛的人受傷害。
成熟不是看你的年齡有多大，而是看你的肩膀能挑起多重的責任。
愛一個人要用心，誠心相待，真心交流，恒心相守。
不要計較太多的得與失，感情沒有絕對的公平，也沒有絕對的對錯，要學會用一顆寬容的心包容對方的缺點與失誤。
在一起是一種緣分，真的好珍貴，不要輕易讓愛人哭泣傷心，好好珍惜在一起的每一分鐘，美好的回憶應該留給快樂和歡笑。
無論遇到什麼事情，不要輕易說分手，不要輕易放棄感情，下一站未必比她好。
相信你的愛人，不要總是懷疑她的誠意，親密之餘給彼此留一點自己的空間。
經常想念對方，哪怕她的壞，設身處地的多為對方著想，永遠別讓她的面孔變得陌生。
其實每個人一開始都不懂愛情，與愛人一起經歷一些事情，甚至一起經歷一些痛苦，才能變得成熟，才會懂得珍惜。
愛了就愛了，永遠不要說後悔。只是一定要記住，讓相愛的日子多一點歡樂，不要留下遺憾。
愛一個人是一件很幸福，又很辛苦的事。
我總是希望可以與我的愛人“執子之手，與子偕老”
所以我總是告訴自己：“選我所愛，愛我所選！！！既然我選擇了，我也會用心的對待，我不想讓我們彼此陌生，所以我用心等待…
不能为她穿上 ‘嫁衣’ 请别脱她的 ‘内衣'
“拥抱 睡觉 不做爱 那么这个男人是真的爱她...”
偶尔和朋友闲谈，谈到爱 谈到性，
他说他在网上看到这样一句话，“拥抱 睡觉 不做爱”。
我说 “如果是你，你能做到吗？”， 他说 “ 能”，
我，笑怎么能，真的能吗？
如果能，他就不会和别人刚恋爱就上床，刚上床就分手了，呵呵。。。
他告诉我世界上没有爱情，爱只不过是对依恋和习惯的一种修饰 因为寂寞才恋爱 ！
不聊了，话题结束，有些事是不适宜深聊下去的 。
回到家，却还一直想着这句话，
我问妈妈“一个人在一切条件都具备的情况下，
可能和自己心爱的人‘拥抱 睡觉 不做爱吗？’
”妈说:"能"，我问:"有可能控制得住吗，那他还算男人吗?!"
时间突然停滞了几秒,妈妈转过头和我说 "...那才是真男人..."
想到了一篇文章 。。。
和最爱的人在一起一定要做的十件事 ！
其中有一条就是 : 抱着她睡觉,但什么也不做！
什么是真爱?
爱不是性 不是欲 不是占有
如果你真的爱她,你想的不是怎么去占有她的身体,
而是会很小心翼翼的保护她,不让她受一点伤害,
哪怕是自己可能给的,也不可以！
只有出于真爱，你才能真正的设身处地的为她着想。
你才会在做每件事情前考虑到这么做会给她带来什么后果,
而不是简单的想着快感,想着占有,想着满足。
读了一篇散文，觉得有一段写的特别美 ：
"还记得那年暑假的一个晚上,我们坐在小镇河边的公园里,
傻傻的聊到凌晨3点,现在想起来心里总觉得那时侯特别美好,
在那棵桃树下，雨淅沥沥的下着,我们牵着手,我的手心里全是汗水,
但我舍不得放开,我想就这样一直牵下去,雨水淋湿了你的衬衫,
不经意间我隐约看见你湿透的胸口在夜色中象树上含苞欲放的桃花一样,
那时候我真想抱紧你,深深的吻着你,但是我没敢,是我没有勇气,
但我并没有后悔,因为那些美好的情节,
那段朦胧的初恋将永远永远地印在我的心上" ... ...
看到这里你的心中是否也有涌起一丝丝悸动?
是否也想到了一些事? 是否也想起了某个人? 我相信真爱,但我只相信一次 ！
任何人都是这样,心底总有一个永远也忘不了的她,那些清涩的故事,那些傻傻的举动 。 。 。
一旦那份至珍的感情结束了,人就变了,变的无所谓了,
变的世俗了,变的圆滑了,变的不再相信什么狗屁爱情了,
你还会像对待初恋女友那样,小心翼翼的保护着她的第一次吗?!
一次次的控制着自己挑战自己的自制力吗?
不会的,有那个必要吗? 甩了钱,一夜情有的是,做爱其实是件很廉价的事情,
如果你把它的实质只当一种情感的发泄,那它比你给的价钱更廉价,一分钱都不值 ！
如果你不爱她,大可不用考虑那么多,拍拍屁股走人呗,管她那么多,
愿意负责任,我负,不愿意负,我走人 .没有处男膜吧,呵呵。。反正我不损失什么。
女人就是衣服,随便换,天凉快的时候,我都可以不穿,有了钱有了权还怕没女人吗？
如果一个男人这样想了,是的,也许他可以拥有一切,但是----却永远无法拥有真爱了 ！
和每个人一样,也一定有一个女人住在他内心最深处,
只不过却也只能住在他自己的回忆中了,坐在一堆钱上的回忆中了 ... ...
真爱来的不容易
我们还年轻有些事情不是我们该享受的,我们也承担不起请珍惜,爱护身边的她
我们还年轻,学生时代的爱情相对于物欲横流的复杂社会是最真最纯的了，
如果你真的拥有了一份真爱，爱是寂寞撒的慌 。
当你们相爱时，一定慢一点上床，别以为脱了裤子就是爱！
如果这样都是爱，那么扣上皮带也就该拜拜。
做爱容易说爱难~！ 每个人都有初恋，初恋结婚成功率仅为千分之三！
当下大多男人会在婚前有过性行为，然而和你发生关系的女孩子成为你的新娘了吗？
没有？！冲动的惩罚更多的来自于女孩子，怀孕、流产、痛苦、伤心......
当你拥着心爱的女孩子的时候，你有没有想过，当有一天你离开她的时候，
你还能坦然的告诉自己，我曾经是爱她的，她是完整的。我给了她完整的爱？！
当你拥着初恋心爱的女孩儿的时候，望着眼前美丽的胴体，你有没有想过，
当有一天你结婚的时候，你心爱的女孩子告诉你，曾经她有过... ...
你会坦然的面对她，告诉她，没关系，你依然是我今生最美的新娘？！
而当你想起曾经的你的她的时候，你是那么爱她，而你没能给她穿上嫁衣，
你却得到了女孩儿最珍贵的东西，你能没有一丝愧疚吗？
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易解开你心爱女孩儿的衣服，
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易忘了你曾经的承诺！
如果你真心爱着她，请给她安全的臂弯，给她依靠！
如果你真心爱着她，请善待你们的每一天，让她幸福，让你们开心。
如果有一天，你将独自迎来日出和日落；
如果有一天，你的视线里再也找不到曾经的她的影子。
你却依然可以在你的天空里祝福远方的她过得幸福！
因为，你给了她完整的爱！！！！！
有句话：如果你不能给她穿上嫁衣，请停下脱她衣服的手 ...
偶尔和朋友闲谈，谈到爱 谈到性，
他说他在网上看到这样一句话，“拥抱 睡觉 不做爱”。
我说 “如果是你，你能做到吗？”， 他说 “ 能”，
我，笑怎么能，真的能吗？
如果能，他就不会和别人刚恋爱就上床，刚上床就分手了，呵呵。。。
他告诉我世界上没有爱情，爱只不过是对依恋和习惯的一种修饰 因为寂寞才恋爱 ！
不聊了，话题结束，有些事是不适宜深聊下去的 。
回到家，却还一直想着这句话，
我问妈妈“一个人在一切条件都具备的情况下，
可能和自己心爱的人‘拥抱 睡觉 不做爱吗？’
”妈说:"能"，我问:"有可能控制得住吗，那他还算男人吗?!"
时间突然停滞了几秒,妈妈转过头和我说 "...那才是真男人..."
想到了一篇文章 。。。
和最爱的人在一起一定要做的十件事 ！
其中有一条就是 : 抱着她睡觉,但什么也不做！
什么是真爱?
爱不是性 不是欲 不是占有
如果你真的爱她,你想的不是怎么去占有她的身体,
而是会很小心翼翼的保护她,不让她受一点伤害,
哪怕是自己可能给的,也不可以！
只有出于真爱，你才能真正的设身处地的为她着想。
你才会在做每件事情前考虑到这么做会给她带来什么后果,
而不是简单的想着快感,想着占有,想着满足。
读了一篇散文，觉得有一段写的特别美 ：
"还记得那年暑假的一个晚上,我们坐在小镇河边的公园里,
傻傻的聊到凌晨3点,现在想起来心里总觉得那时侯特别美好,
在那棵桃树下，雨淅沥沥的下着,我们牵着手,我的手心里全是汗水,
但我舍不得放开,我想就这样一直牵下去,雨水淋湿了你的衬衫,
不经意间我隐约看见你湿透的胸口在夜色中象树上含苞欲放的桃花一样,
那时候我真想抱紧你,深深的吻着你,但是我没敢,是我没有勇气,
但我并没有后悔,因为那些美好的情节,
那段朦胧的初恋将永远永远地印在我的心上" ... ...
看到这里你的心中是否也有涌起一丝丝悸动?
是否也想到了一些事? 是否也想起了某个人? 我相信真爱,但我只相信一次 ！
任何人都是这样,心底总有一个永远也忘不了的她,那些清涩的故事,那些傻傻的举动 。 。 。
一旦那份至珍的感情结束了,人就变了,变的无所谓了,
变的世俗了,变的圆滑了,变的不再相信什么狗屁爱情了,
你还会像对待初恋女友那样,小心翼翼的保护着她的第一次吗?!
一次次的控制着自己挑战自己的自制力吗?
不会的,有那个必要吗? 甩了钱,一夜情有的是,做爱其实是件很廉价的事情,
如果你把它的实质只当一种情感的发泄,那它比你给的价钱更廉价,一分钱都不值 ！
如果你不爱她,大可不用考虑那么多,拍拍屁股走人呗,管她那么多,
愿意负责任,我负,不愿意负,我走人 .没有处男膜吧,呵呵。。反正我不损失什么。
女人就是衣服,随便换,天凉快的时候,我都可以不穿,有了钱有了权还怕没女人吗？
如果一个男人这样想了,是的,也许他可以拥有一切,但是----却永远无法拥有真爱了 ！
和每个人一样,也一定有一个女人住在他内心最深处,
只不过却也只能住在他自己的回忆中了,坐在一堆钱上的回忆中了 ... ...
真爱来的不容易
我们还年轻有些事情不是我们该享受的,我们也承担不起请珍惜,爱护身边的她
我们还年轻,学生时代的爱情相对于物欲横流的复杂社会是最真最纯的了，
如果你真的拥有了一份真爱，爱是寂寞撒的慌 。
当你们相爱时，一定慢一点上床，别以为脱了裤子就是爱！
如果这样都是爱，那么扣上皮带也就该拜拜。
做爱容易说爱难~！ 每个人都有初恋，初恋结婚成功率仅为千分之三！
当下大多男人会在婚前有过性行为，然而和你发生关系的女孩子成为你的新娘了吗？
没有？！冲动的惩罚更多的来自于女孩子，怀孕、流产、痛苦、伤心......
当你拥着心爱的女孩子的时候，你有没有想过，当有一天你离开她的时候，
你还能坦然的告诉自己，我曾经是爱她的，她是完整的。我给了她完整的爱？！
当你拥着初恋心爱的女孩儿的时候，望着眼前美丽的胴体，你有没有想过，
当有一天你结婚的时候，你心爱的女孩子告诉你，曾经她有过... ...
你会坦然的面对她，告诉她，没关系，你依然是我今生最美的新娘？！
而当你想起曾经的你的她的时候，你是那么爱她，而你没能给她穿上嫁衣，
你却得到了女孩儿最珍贵的东西，你能没有一丝愧疚吗？
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易解开你心爱女孩儿的衣服，
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易忘了你曾经的承诺！
如果你真心爱着她，请给她安全的臂弯，给她依靠！
如果你真心爱着她，请善待你们的每一天，让她幸福，让你们开心。
如果有一天，你将独自迎来日出和日落；
如果有一天，你的视线里再也找不到曾经的她的影子。
你却依然可以在你的天空里祝福远方的她过得幸福！
因为，你给了她完整的爱！！！！！
有句话：如果你不能给她穿上嫁衣，请停下脱她衣服的手 ...
爱不是缺了就找,更不是累了就换
找一个能一起吃苦的，而不是一起享受的
找一个能一起承担的，而不是一起逃避的
找一个能对你负责的，而不是对爱情负责的
爱情是盲目的，生活是现实的
因为爱情只不过是人类为了逃避现实
而衍生的产品
为了逃避现实，我寻找爱情
为了寻找爱情，我失去真情
失去了真情，才发现早已身陷虚情.
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换
你以为爱情是什么？
一点点的动心，一点点的冲动，一个拥抱一个吻？
天真的人，日剧看多了，痞子蔡的文章看多了。
这也许是爱情的一部分，但绝对不是大部分
爱情的主体是生活，一起生活
你能陪她一时的难过，但你能陪她承受所有的压力吗？
你能给她身体的温度，但你能给她生活的方向吗？
你可曾想象当热情褪去，
拥抱对你已经没有任何吸引力
你们如何走下去？
距离是真爱的考验，由时间作为答案
为了你深爱的人，请做出点牺牲，守住你们的爱情
否则怎么能谈得上真正的爱情
你可以忘记以前的誓言，但要记住自己的真心。
扪心自问，你是否爱的那么深？
你愿意让两个人都受伤吗？
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换
生活不是一个人好好的活
是两个人如何一起好好过
但是一些客观的原因，现实中你们目前还不能在一起
难道你就这样轻易放弃，而委曲求全了吗？
难道你就不能为爱守侯吗？
你允许自己的目光如此短浅，而只看见眼前的快乐吗？
一生就这样的走完吗？
找一个能一起承担的，而不是一起逃避的
找一个能对你负责的，而不是对爱情负责的
爱情是盲目的，生活是现实的
因为爱情只不过是人类为了逃避现实
而衍生的产品
为了逃避现实，我寻找爱情
为了寻找爱情，我失去真情
失去了真情，才发现早已身陷虚情.
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换
你以为爱情是什么？
一点点的动心，一点点的冲动，一个拥抱一个吻？
天真的人，日剧看多了，痞子蔡的文章看多了。
这也许是爱情的一部分，但绝对不是大部分
爱情的主体是生活，一起生活
你能陪她一时的难过，但你能陪她承受所有的压力吗？
你能给她身体的温度，但你能给她生活的方向吗？
你可曾想象当热情褪去，
拥抱对你已经没有任何吸引力
你们如何走下去？
距离是真爱的考验，由时间作为答案
为了你深爱的人，请做出点牺牲，守住你们的爱情
否则怎么能谈得上真正的爱情
你可以忘记以前的誓言，但要记住自己的真心。
扪心自问，你是否爱的那么深？
你愿意让两个人都受伤吗？
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换
生活不是一个人好好的活
是两个人如何一起好好过
但是一些客观的原因，现实中你们目前还不能在一起
难道你就这样轻易放弃，而委曲求全了吗？
难道你就不能为爱守侯吗？
你允许自己的目光如此短浅，而只看见眼前的快乐吗？
一生就这样的走完吗？
你晓得吗？
●女生的心
常常因為你的小体贴而感动，如果你一直对她好，她可能就会喜欢你。
女生的感情很丰富，喜欢你，会毫无保留的付出，天真的认为有一天你就会懂。
女生的心很容易受伤，所以不轻易說出口，假如期望落空了，伤心难过很不好受。
女生的心很倔強，总希望你先说，
如果你也犹豫不決，或许就这样错过，再來后悔为何当初不说。
●男生的心
男生的心很脆弱，常常因为妳的小动作而心碎，如果妳一直若即若离，我怎么敢喜欢妳。
男生的心思很细密，喜欢妳，會不计一切的付出，单纯的以为妳会懂得珍惜。
男生的爱很不容易说出口，因为一旦说出口，或许再也沒有或许了，彼此悲伤见面真的很不好受。
男生的心很懦弱，总怕伤心而紧閉双唇。
或许，一打開双唇尽吐心中的话后，就会后悔当初为何不乖乖沉静在那片刻的幸福中...
●男生要的,女生要的
当男生要的，只是一个想保护她的感觉時；女生会去做的，就是一种去照顾他的感觉。
当男生要给她美好的未來而打拼時；女生要的，就是你给她多一点的安全感。
当男生觉得，她不切实际时；女生要的，可能只是一句承诺。
当男生有点承受不住，她所给的东西時；女生觉得，她是给你一点回馈。
当男生觉得，她很烦时；女生要的，只是要你多注意她。
当男生觉得，她多情時；女生只是想，不让你心存怀疑。
当男生觉得，她老是一直打电话，告诉你她的现況時；女生只是不想让你担心。
当男生觉得，她总是喜欢呼朋唤友时；女生只是想把你的好，告诉她的朋友，她过的很好。
也许，在付出的时候，並不知道对方要的是什么，
只好把自己想要的模式套在给他的東西上，
也许对方也不知道你要的是什么。把你要的告诉他吧！
有些人比较木纳，有话直说，也许会吓到你，他须要时间学习；
有些人比较明，会适当反应。
可是他们都一样，希望得到的也只是个机会。
也许，他给的东西对你來说，是负荷，
但是，给他个机会给你个机会，告诉他吧！
在真爱的路上，付出的出发点，都只是为对方好，
如果你心存怀疑，就是对自己怀疑。
重要的是，双方如何拿捏。
也许，她給你的爱表达方式不好，
但是...那女孩会慢慢成长，只要你给她時間。
越在乎的人，反而越會对他产生误会
越在乎的人，犯错反而越不能原諒他
越在乎的人，反而对他會越不客气
越在乎的人，反而越会装做不在乎
你......... 晓得吗？
常常因為你的小体贴而感动，如果你一直对她好，她可能就会喜欢你。
女生的感情很丰富，喜欢你，会毫无保留的付出，天真的认为有一天你就会懂。
女生的心很容易受伤，所以不轻易說出口，假如期望落空了，伤心难过很不好受。
女生的心很倔強，总希望你先说，
如果你也犹豫不決，或许就这样错过，再來后悔为何当初不说。
●男生的心
男生的心很脆弱，常常因为妳的小动作而心碎，如果妳一直若即若离，我怎么敢喜欢妳。
男生的心思很细密，喜欢妳，會不计一切的付出，单纯的以为妳会懂得珍惜。
男生的爱很不容易说出口，因为一旦说出口，或许再也沒有或许了，彼此悲伤见面真的很不好受。
男生的心很懦弱，总怕伤心而紧閉双唇。
或许，一打開双唇尽吐心中的话后，就会后悔当初为何不乖乖沉静在那片刻的幸福中...
●男生要的,女生要的
当男生要的，只是一个想保护她的感觉時；女生会去做的，就是一种去照顾他的感觉。
当男生要给她美好的未來而打拼時；女生要的，就是你给她多一点的安全感。
当男生觉得，她不切实际时；女生要的，可能只是一句承诺。
当男生有点承受不住，她所给的东西時；女生觉得，她是给你一点回馈。
当男生觉得，她很烦时；女生要的，只是要你多注意她。
当男生觉得，她多情時；女生只是想，不让你心存怀疑。
当男生觉得，她老是一直打电话，告诉你她的现況時；女生只是不想让你担心。
当男生觉得，她总是喜欢呼朋唤友时；女生只是想把你的好，告诉她的朋友，她过的很好。
也许，在付出的时候，並不知道对方要的是什么，
只好把自己想要的模式套在给他的東西上，
也许对方也不知道你要的是什么。把你要的告诉他吧！
有些人比较木纳，有话直说，也许会吓到你，他须要时间学习；
有些人比较明，会适当反应。
可是他们都一样，希望得到的也只是个机会。
也许，他给的东西对你來说，是负荷，
但是，给他个机会给你个机会，告诉他吧！
在真爱的路上，付出的出发点，都只是为对方好，
如果你心存怀疑，就是对自己怀疑。
重要的是，双方如何拿捏。
也许，她給你的爱表达方式不好，
但是...那女孩会慢慢成长，只要你给她時間。
越在乎的人，反而越會对他产生误会
越在乎的人，犯错反而越不能原諒他
越在乎的人，反而对他會越不客气
越在乎的人，反而越会装做不在乎
你......... 晓得吗？
關於愛的故事
有一晚，男友問女友︰「如果有個條件更好的男人追求妳，妳…會走嗎？」
女友堅定地說不會，但男友似乎很不相信。
於是，女友寫了以下的故事給男友︰
從前一位小和尚問老和尚：「甚麼是愛情？」
老和尚叫小和尚走向麥田，然後摘下一顆最大的麥，但絕對不能回頭，只能摘一顆。
小和尚走著走著，發現一顆看起來很大的麥，但他心想前面的可能有更大，因此沒有給摘下來。他抱著這個想法一直向前走，沒想到已經走完了整個麥田，但他雙手空空如也。
老和尚就跟小和尚說：「這就是愛情了。」
每個人都跟小和尚一樣，心想真的得到最好的，但沒想到時間一幌，人生已經終結。在我們人生中，總有些人比較好，條件很優厚，只是剛錯過了時間。或許會可惜，或許會悔恨，若干年後你可能會想怎麼當年瞎了眼嫁給那笨蛋？
可是，如果人生不斷的追求「最完美」，便會永遠沉淪在追求當中，看著緣份一次次的溜走。
情侶，最好的不一定合適；但能夠合適的已經是最好。
女友說︰「你在合適的時間出現，做了合適的事，在我來說已經是無可取替的好了。」
女友堅定地說不會，但男友似乎很不相信。
於是，女友寫了以下的故事給男友︰
從前一位小和尚問老和尚：「甚麼是愛情？」
老和尚叫小和尚走向麥田，然後摘下一顆最大的麥，但絕對不能回頭，只能摘一顆。
小和尚走著走著，發現一顆看起來很大的麥，但他心想前面的可能有更大，因此沒有給摘下來。他抱著這個想法一直向前走，沒想到已經走完了整個麥田，但他雙手空空如也。
老和尚就跟小和尚說：「這就是愛情了。」
每個人都跟小和尚一樣，心想真的得到最好的，但沒想到時間一幌，人生已經終結。在我們人生中，總有些人比較好，條件很優厚，只是剛錯過了時間。或許會可惜，或許會悔恨，若干年後你可能會想怎麼當年瞎了眼嫁給那笨蛋？
可是，如果人生不斷的追求「最完美」，便會永遠沉淪在追求當中，看著緣份一次次的溜走。
情侶，最好的不一定合適；但能夠合適的已經是最好。
女友說︰「你在合適的時間出現，做了合適的事，在我來說已經是無可取替的好了。」
女孩最在乎什么，说的太对了
1.女孩子并不在乎你有没有钱，她在乎的是你会不会发奋努力改变现状；
2.女孩子并不在乎与你生活在一起会遇到困难，她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上，不逃避；
3.女孩子并不在乎你长得有多帅，她在乎的是你能不能给她足够的安全感；
4.女孩子并不在乎你跟你的异性朋友有多好，她在乎的是你能不能一心一意对她好；
5.女孩子并不在乎你送她的礼物有多贵，她在乎的是你会不会时常给她个惊喜；
6.女孩子并不在乎你的志向有多远大，她在乎的是你是不是一个老实做人、踏实做事的人；
7.女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫，她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱；
8.女孩子并不在乎你的人可以每时每刻都陪在她身边，她在乎的是你的心可以无时无刻不想着她；
9.女孩子并不在乎你在物质生活上给她多大的满足，她在乎的往往是一句窝心的话，那似乎比什么都重要；
10.女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何，她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你的未来；
11.女孩子并不在乎你跟她的关系有多亲密，她在乎的是你会不会负责到底；
12.女孩子并不在乎可以分享你的快乐，她在乎的是可不可以分担你的忧愁；
13.女孩子并不在乎跟你在一起吃苦，她在乎的是陪你走到最后的是不是她。
2.女孩子并不在乎与你生活在一起会遇到困难，她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上，不逃避；
3.女孩子并不在乎你长得有多帅，她在乎的是你能不能给她足够的安全感；
4.女孩子并不在乎你跟你的异性朋友有多好，她在乎的是你能不能一心一意对她好；
5.女孩子并不在乎你送她的礼物有多贵，她在乎的是你会不会时常给她个惊喜；
6.女孩子并不在乎你的志向有多远大，她在乎的是你是不是一个老实做人、踏实做事的人；
7.女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫，她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱；
8.女孩子并不在乎你的人可以每时每刻都陪在她身边，她在乎的是你的心可以无时无刻不想着她；
9.女孩子并不在乎你在物质生活上给她多大的满足，她在乎的往往是一句窝心的话，那似乎比什么都重要；
10.女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何，她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你的未来；
11.女孩子并不在乎你跟她的关系有多亲密，她在乎的是你会不会负责到底；
12.女孩子并不在乎可以分享你的快乐，她在乎的是可不可以分担你的忧愁；
13.女孩子并不在乎跟你在一起吃苦，她在乎的是陪你走到最后的是不是她。
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Words From My Heart
Finally,i got the nerve to post something today...
Yesterday was awful but the past 2 days was much more awful but i'm very happy that i finally know what i really wanted.
I realized I was too selfish without informing anyone that i have to be alone and give myself a little time to think what is best and what is the most important in my life.
But first,i still want to apologize to my best friend-Ting2. I know she is the one who was very worry about me. Not seeing a day is like a weird day for her. she was probably just freaking out like " oh my God, where the hell she's going? Dis she doing just find ? what am i going to do? why she didn't answer my call? Why she off her phone? "
Maybe, she'll just totally gone mad and pissing off!. Sorry Ting... I'm really sorry. That day was a great day for me to be alone. You know i like rain especially when it is March... So, i made up my mind to go to the place which i think is very good to think,to refresh and just to give myself a break. Thanks God, i think a lot.
And For Sam,i'm sorry too. i know you probably thinking " is she going out with him again? Oh my God! Do i did something wrong last night? where the hell she's going? Why i can't call her? I knew your first reaction will be like going out with him cause the faith you've with me is not strong enough to ensure that i'll never betrayed you. Thats you! from the beginning till the end. Never change and still so doubting.
For mom, i know she's not too worry about me because she was busy with her shop and not really care about me since the shop is opened. but nevermind,i'm used too it. I never had the negative thinking about you cause you always did what is best for me . Thanks MOM.
And For Dad... hmm,he's the one who is having the greatest faith in myself. He never doubt whatever i do, he never worried about who i meet and who i talk to and even where i'll be. thanks Dad for the faith you have in me. I promise i'll stay cute and be a good girl. Stay Cool too! :)
Now,its time to convey what is on my mind. lets start with the family first. God is first but i know He knows what i'm doing. Seems so hard to leave this family when i;m thinking i'm going to leave this home someday. I don't know when will that "someday " be but perhaps its coming soon. This home gives so much memories to me. My friends had been here,my boyfriend... and slowly one by one is leaving this home, First start with my eldest sister and then me...What i trying to say is i'm worry about my mom and my dad. They had been working so hard at shop and i know they are tired once they come back home so i hope i made their work easy by make sure i did my "housekeeping " everyday.but who is going to replace me when i'm not here? My brother? oh no, its like its very impossible for him to sweeps the floor, to mop the floor. Just looking at his bedroom and you'll know what i mean. he didn't even care about his bedroom's cleanliness... and now we have to talk about house? FAINT!every night i pray,he will realize what life is all about. Not just the games and his GF! Oh God, please send his the alarm or sms or call to ask him change....
Second, my study...I want to be a doctor... I'm thinking if only i got the money,everything will like "tap" (clap your hand) but not, this is me, i'm a middle class person. i lived a life which is just enough to live. I got 6 A's and so what? do i get the right like any other malay students? NO, this life is so unfair! I'm not smart, if you said i'm smart, i answer you that i'm not smart. i'm not born to be genius not even to get A without working hard. i get every knowledge by reading,do revision and memorizing and i'm not the one who can get straight A without revision every chapter at least one weeks before any exam.So, please... the government got to do something on this. God, help me, guide me...
third,relationship. I went to Mesilau that day. its not raining there but its a gloomy day. its like the day was having the same mood with me. We both sad and we both wanted to cry but we don't cry. we hang on and stay tough! Sam,there are a lot of problem between us. either you realize it or not there are a lot of problems between us!. i know you still worry about my relationship with him. You ask me did i called him recently? did i go out with him? Did i meet him?So what if i called him? so what if i sms with him? and so what if i go out with him? you jealous? If you keep on worry about my relationship with him , leave me! this is not our relationship is going to continue if you continue to check me... I know what i do and i know what makes you feel hurt but you just can't stop me from finding him just because you scares something is going to happen between us. You gotta trust me. You said you trust me, but what have you did to me? you treat me like a kid. You doubt who i am sms with and you doubt everything when it comes to him. Please, i have enough of it.He is my first love, i admit i still can't forget him. If you ask me, if i still love him. Honestly i admit i still love him! there is no way i can forget him by taking one year or just 2 years. I'm sorry, i can't do it. You may think i'm a liar when i said i still love him. but don't you see i've changed a lot because of you. I'm putting much much much efforts to forget him. My consciousness is still good,working. I know when i talk to him, i can talk like i used to when i'm with him, i can't look the way i used to look at him. I know all of that. I know all the barrier between a friend and a boyfriend!and everytime we argue,please don't let other people involved in our problem. You know what i mean. this is our problem, so solve it yourself. Don't let other people worry about you,especially your aunt. think about it. and then the last thing is about your mom. i don't want to repeat this but strictly i want to say i wont respect someone who is don't respect me at all. if you said your mom is like that, so do i, i'm like this.
I know there a lot of thing that i can satisfy you. I'm not pretty, i;m not cute. But all i can promise you is that i am sincere,i'm honest everytime i am with you and i precious this relationship. I know we've been through a lot of thing but this is not the best reason to let me stay by your side. Lastly, i love you. You know i love you. although i didn't tell you that i love you much often as you do but deep in my heart there is always a love for you. I beg you not to let me suffer anymore. Please it hurts me so much.
Love,
Sharon Lim
Yesterday was awful but the past 2 days was much more awful but i'm very happy that i finally know what i really wanted.
I realized I was too selfish without informing anyone that i have to be alone and give myself a little time to think what is best and what is the most important in my life.
But first,i still want to apologize to my best friend-Ting2. I know she is the one who was very worry about me. Not seeing a day is like a weird day for her. she was probably just freaking out like " oh my God, where the hell she's going? Dis she doing just find ? what am i going to do? why she didn't answer my call? Why she off her phone? "
Maybe, she'll just totally gone mad and pissing off!. Sorry Ting... I'm really sorry. That day was a great day for me to be alone. You know i like rain especially when it is March... So, i made up my mind to go to the place which i think is very good to think,to refresh and just to give myself a break. Thanks God, i think a lot.
And For Sam,i'm sorry too. i know you probably thinking " is she going out with him again? Oh my God! Do i did something wrong last night? where the hell she's going? Why i can't call her? I knew your first reaction will be like going out with him cause the faith you've with me is not strong enough to ensure that i'll never betrayed you. Thats you! from the beginning till the end. Never change and still so doubting.
For mom, i know she's not too worry about me because she was busy with her shop and not really care about me since the shop is opened. but nevermind,i'm used too it. I never had the negative thinking about you cause you always did what is best for me . Thanks MOM.
And For Dad... hmm,he's the one who is having the greatest faith in myself. He never doubt whatever i do, he never worried about who i meet and who i talk to and even where i'll be. thanks Dad for the faith you have in me. I promise i'll stay cute and be a good girl. Stay Cool too! :)
Now,its time to convey what is on my mind. lets start with the family first. God is first but i know He knows what i'm doing. Seems so hard to leave this family when i;m thinking i'm going to leave this home someday. I don't know when will that "someday " be but perhaps its coming soon. This home gives so much memories to me. My friends had been here,my boyfriend... and slowly one by one is leaving this home, First start with my eldest sister and then me...What i trying to say is i'm worry about my mom and my dad. They had been working so hard at shop and i know they are tired once they come back home so i hope i made their work easy by make sure i did my "housekeeping " everyday.but who is going to replace me when i'm not here? My brother? oh no, its like its very impossible for him to sweeps the floor, to mop the floor. Just looking at his bedroom and you'll know what i mean. he didn't even care about his bedroom's cleanliness... and now we have to talk about house? FAINT!every night i pray,he will realize what life is all about. Not just the games and his GF! Oh God, please send his the alarm or sms or call to ask him change....
Second, my study...I want to be a doctor... I'm thinking if only i got the money,everything will like "tap" (clap your hand) but not, this is me, i'm a middle class person. i lived a life which is just enough to live. I got 6 A's and so what? do i get the right like any other malay students? NO, this life is so unfair! I'm not smart, if you said i'm smart, i answer you that i'm not smart. i'm not born to be genius not even to get A without working hard. i get every knowledge by reading,do revision and memorizing and i'm not the one who can get straight A without revision every chapter at least one weeks before any exam.So, please... the government got to do something on this. God, help me, guide me...
third,relationship. I went to Mesilau that day. its not raining there but its a gloomy day. its like the day was having the same mood with me. We both sad and we both wanted to cry but we don't cry. we hang on and stay tough! Sam,there are a lot of problem between us. either you realize it or not there are a lot of problems between us!. i know you still worry about my relationship with him. You ask me did i called him recently? did i go out with him? Did i meet him?So what if i called him? so what if i sms with him? and so what if i go out with him? you jealous? If you keep on worry about my relationship with him , leave me! this is not our relationship is going to continue if you continue to check me... I know what i do and i know what makes you feel hurt but you just can't stop me from finding him just because you scares something is going to happen between us. You gotta trust me. You said you trust me, but what have you did to me? you treat me like a kid. You doubt who i am sms with and you doubt everything when it comes to him. Please, i have enough of it.He is my first love, i admit i still can't forget him. If you ask me, if i still love him. Honestly i admit i still love him! there is no way i can forget him by taking one year or just 2 years. I'm sorry, i can't do it. You may think i'm a liar when i said i still love him. but don't you see i've changed a lot because of you. I'm putting much much much efforts to forget him. My consciousness is still good,working. I know when i talk to him, i can talk like i used to when i'm with him, i can't look the way i used to look at him. I know all of that. I know all the barrier between a friend and a boyfriend!and everytime we argue,please don't let other people involved in our problem. You know what i mean. this is our problem, so solve it yourself. Don't let other people worry about you,especially your aunt. think about it. and then the last thing is about your mom. i don't want to repeat this but strictly i want to say i wont respect someone who is don't respect me at all. if you said your mom is like that, so do i, i'm like this.
I know there a lot of thing that i can satisfy you. I'm not pretty, i;m not cute. But all i can promise you is that i am sincere,i'm honest everytime i am with you and i precious this relationship. I know we've been through a lot of thing but this is not the best reason to let me stay by your side. Lastly, i love you. You know i love you. although i didn't tell you that i love you much often as you do but deep in my heart there is always a love for you. I beg you not to let me suffer anymore. Please it hurts me so much.
Love,
Sharon Lim
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Again
Tonight, i cried again... i don't know how to describe my feeling right now.... and i don't understand what i actually wanted for myself... but i think at least my bf can help me on that... but em, i guess he's not going to do so...haih, does boys always like that? they just want to see how cute you are, how pretty you are and how beautiful and even worst how sexy you are... sometimes,i think about how and why i have to be like this. at first, i should just get over it and just pick the new one... yeah,because they don't even appreciate you. all they know is to comment and keep on saying you should do this on your that, do that on your this and act like this when people say like this... I thought he's not that type but after all what I've been through,plus tonight, i know who he is becoming of... its pissing me off... my heart broken... its like it being punch into a hole.what really people are becoming of when you are just this? i mean i'm just "this", and i cant be " that "...
I might being ungrateful right now but what i feel cant stop myself from saying some ungrateful like this. Do i have to put much efforts on something like that? Do i have to? Now i know that " sincere " is not just the element that you need in relationship. they sometimes need satisfaction. I'm 18 and i think its normal to think of the negative side right now... i always jealous and proud of my friends cause they are having such a big boobs... you know what i mean? and i do have pretty peer that loved by everyone but i dont know how their relationship are but this female booster things is just not my style....Today, my bf keep telling me what is lack in myself... i cant get over it... maybe he's not the one for me and yes maybe i should just let him go.
At first,
he's the one who is saying that he is okay with " this "
Things change and people change,
He is starting to ask for "that"
and i said i just cant be "that"
cause "this" is me and "that" is her,
and so, i said, you can have " that "
and please let me go!
I might being ungrateful right now but what i feel cant stop myself from saying some ungrateful like this. Do i have to put much efforts on something like that? Do i have to? Now i know that " sincere " is not just the element that you need in relationship. they sometimes need satisfaction. I'm 18 and i think its normal to think of the negative side right now... i always jealous and proud of my friends cause they are having such a big boobs... you know what i mean? and i do have pretty peer that loved by everyone but i dont know how their relationship are but this female booster things is just not my style....Today, my bf keep telling me what is lack in myself... i cant get over it... maybe he's not the one for me and yes maybe i should just let him go.
At first,
he's the one who is saying that he is okay with " this "
Things change and people change,
He is starting to ask for "that"
and i said i just cant be "that"
cause "this" is me and "that" is her,
and so, i said, you can have " that "
and please let me go!
Friday, March 5, 2010
hi guys, i'm here to post something. I hope you guys can leave some comments. So that i know how's your opinions.
Today,when i took dinner with my mom along with my little brother, we talked and discussed something about my future. You might ask why where is my dad... Hee,my dad always take his dinner earlier than anyone of us. Its kinda habit for him... Okay.continue my story. When we ate, i tell mom how scary i am because the SPM results is coming out and its on a date,six days left. My mom said "you'd study and did your best. Besides,you spend most of your time to study,why can't you get good grades?" i was like ... Yeah,mom was right,why i'm freaking scared? I think its common and i believe everyone scares too... Then suddenly,she talked about my boyfriend. She said when i'm going to marry him,i'll know how hard to earn money and what life really is. My head switched to what my best friend had told me yesterday and this evening. Then,i said i'm not going to marry him until every problems that we'd faced are settled. And i added if i really get the chance to study at the unitesity and found someone brilliant and greater than him as well as falling in love with the guy i've met,i'll leave him... Then,my mom was like"why you have to couple with him if you don't want to marry him?" is not that i don't want to marry him,is i'm not guarantee... Things change and people always change. In fact,me and him have to get through a lot of obstacles and circumstances. No one know if we can be together till that day when i'm going to walking through the aisle and say "i do". Then , i replied my mom"mom,i know you like him and i know how much you wish i can marry to him. And i know you care what people are talking about us. Yes,he was always here and everyone saw i'm with him,but it doesn't mean i have to be with him and guarantee and just lock myself to be his forever. I have my right. You think i have to wait and just marry the guy who comes to house and discuss about the engagement and proposal like you used to when you were young? We don't have that tradition now... I'm me,i have right." after i finished my words,i realized how over i am and i saw mom don't wish to continue the conversation already. I hurt her. Because thats how my mom get married. My mom didn't couple with my dad for a long time. They just did the traditional one. My heart was aching, and i can see how bad my mom feel...
See,me and my mom talked a lot about this and its like today is the thousand times... And no wonder i get mad when we talked about this... Because mom insists to her decision,but so do i. I hope she understands my condition. I'm happy that my mom blesses my relationship with him but i've to admit i can't stand any longer if his mother keep talking my bad thing as if i did a big big mistakes. His mother keeps on having a bad impression about me... And everytime there is a problem,i'm the one who has to bare the pain. Even my boyfriend didn't stand by my side... I know why he did that because thats his mother but people makes mistakes,so do his mother... Why he didn't corrected her... Haih, everytime i prayed to God.. I shared and i let him decide the time and the solution. I'm hoping so that God gives a way for this problem. But i guess the time haven't come yet. I afraid when God prepares the way, i'm on my way to give up cause its very hard to endure all the pain...
Mom,i hope you understand me. I'm so sorry for being rude to you. I love you mom,a lot...forgive me.
Today,when i took dinner with my mom along with my little brother, we talked and discussed something about my future. You might ask why where is my dad... Hee,my dad always take his dinner earlier than anyone of us. Its kinda habit for him... Okay.continue my story. When we ate, i tell mom how scary i am because the SPM results is coming out and its on a date,six days left. My mom said "you'd study and did your best. Besides,you spend most of your time to study,why can't you get good grades?" i was like ... Yeah,mom was right,why i'm freaking scared? I think its common and i believe everyone scares too... Then suddenly,she talked about my boyfriend. She said when i'm going to marry him,i'll know how hard to earn money and what life really is. My head switched to what my best friend had told me yesterday and this evening. Then,i said i'm not going to marry him until every problems that we'd faced are settled. And i added if i really get the chance to study at the unitesity and found someone brilliant and greater than him as well as falling in love with the guy i've met,i'll leave him... Then,my mom was like"why you have to couple with him if you don't want to marry him?" is not that i don't want to marry him,is i'm not guarantee... Things change and people always change. In fact,me and him have to get through a lot of obstacles and circumstances. No one know if we can be together till that day when i'm going to walking through the aisle and say "i do". Then , i replied my mom"mom,i know you like him and i know how much you wish i can marry to him. And i know you care what people are talking about us. Yes,he was always here and everyone saw i'm with him,but it doesn't mean i have to be with him and guarantee and just lock myself to be his forever. I have my right. You think i have to wait and just marry the guy who comes to house and discuss about the engagement and proposal like you used to when you were young? We don't have that tradition now... I'm me,i have right." after i finished my words,i realized how over i am and i saw mom don't wish to continue the conversation already. I hurt her. Because thats how my mom get married. My mom didn't couple with my dad for a long time. They just did the traditional one. My heart was aching, and i can see how bad my mom feel...
See,me and my mom talked a lot about this and its like today is the thousand times... And no wonder i get mad when we talked about this... Because mom insists to her decision,but so do i. I hope she understands my condition. I'm happy that my mom blesses my relationship with him but i've to admit i can't stand any longer if his mother keep talking my bad thing as if i did a big big mistakes. His mother keeps on having a bad impression about me... And everytime there is a problem,i'm the one who has to bare the pain. Even my boyfriend didn't stand by my side... I know why he did that because thats his mother but people makes mistakes,so do his mother... Why he didn't corrected her... Haih, everytime i prayed to God.. I shared and i let him decide the time and the solution. I'm hoping so that God gives a way for this problem. But i guess the time haven't come yet. I afraid when God prepares the way, i'm on my way to give up cause its very hard to endure all the pain...
Mom,i hope you understand me. I'm so sorry for being rude to you. I love you mom,a lot...forgive me.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
I Give Up
I've decided to give up today
On what I've tried to start
Passion fills my memories
And failure fills my heart
Deep down I know the feelings
And its true they'll never change
Even if you hated me
My love would still remain
I now sit here regretting
For what could've been in reach
Today I see there's nothing left
What could've been achieved
Now as time starts winding down
I now its gone
I sought to have what I could not
My dusk has turned to dawn
I know that you don't realize
The truth held in my heart
But the truth we are nothing
And we will be like this forever
I am giving up on you...
On what I've tried to start
Passion fills my memories
And failure fills my heart
Deep down I know the feelings
And its true they'll never change
Even if you hated me
My love would still remain
I now sit here regretting
For what could've been in reach
Today I see there's nothing left
What could've been achieved
Now as time starts winding down
I now its gone
I sought to have what I could not
My dusk has turned to dawn
I know that you don't realize
The truth held in my heart
But the truth we are nothing
And we will be like this forever
I am giving up on you...
I Must Go
It is time to know
I am not the woman in your life
I can see how much your life accompanied by how many woman you want
I have to go
so that there is no suffer to know
and i believe life will bring me to hope
I must go,
cause you have your own style to live and i have mine,
I'd seen how much you can replace myself although your lip says Not
I can see how much you can conduct yourself with every conversation with others...
I am not yours....
So, I'll Go.
I Have to Go and I Must Go
Not to continue in deceiving you but
to let you meet the woman you know
i have to go
you may not understand what i have to do
time will pass and you may know
I Must Go
to meet my hero too,perhaps...
but this time there is no suffer to know
so i will go
i learned from my past state
to let hope cover my soul
So here i am, i am leaving...
I am not the woman in your life
I can see how much your life accompanied by how many woman you want
I have to go
so that there is no suffer to know
and i believe life will bring me to hope
I must go,
cause you have your own style to live and i have mine,
I'd seen how much you can replace myself although your lip says Not
I can see how much you can conduct yourself with every conversation with others...
I am not yours....
So, I'll Go.
I Have to Go and I Must Go
Not to continue in deceiving you but
to let you meet the woman you know
i have to go
you may not understand what i have to do
time will pass and you may know
I Must Go
to meet my hero too,perhaps...
but this time there is no suffer to know
so i will go
i learned from my past state
to let hope cover my soul
So here i am, i am leaving...
Friday, February 5, 2010
No one Know
I face the world with a smile,
no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness,
they cant see the tears I've cried.
When I am alone I hurt,
because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me,
everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.
Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?
In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song.
I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.
They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again.
But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been?
I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back.
Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.
no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness,
they cant see the tears I've cried.
When I am alone I hurt,
because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me,
everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.
Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?
In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song.
I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.
They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again.
But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been?
I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back.
Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Crying never seems to help
I take all this pain...
I put it in rhymes...
Then you get the chance for the very first time.
You get to feel the pain...there's stuff inside me...
like all this hate...
I don't know if I can handle...
I don't know if I can carry this weight...
I just wanna let go...
I just wanna be free...
it's time for all this hate...
to finally leave me
My life is full of empty promises and broken dreams...
I'm hoping things will look up, and right when they do...
Do you know what it's like to be me?
Go through something not everyone can see?
Do you know what it's like to walk in my shoes?
Please stop judging me simply cause I'm not you...
Everything is changing and I don't feel the same.
I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong.
I'm trying to find a place where I feel like I belong...
I think I'd do better on my own, no friends, no fights,just me...
alone...
A strong girl keeps her stuff in line-and with tears running...
She still manages to spit the simple words "I'm fine."
I put it in rhymes...
Then you get the chance for the very first time.
You get to feel the pain...there's stuff inside me...
like all this hate...
I don't know if I can handle...
I don't know if I can carry this weight...
I just wanna let go...
I just wanna be free...
it's time for all this hate...
to finally leave me
My life is full of empty promises and broken dreams...
I'm hoping things will look up, and right when they do...
Do you know what it's like to be me?
Go through something not everyone can see?
Do you know what it's like to walk in my shoes?
Please stop judging me simply cause I'm not you...
Everything is changing and I don't feel the same.
I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong.
I'm trying to find a place where I feel like I belong...
I think I'd do better on my own, no friends, no fights,just me...
alone...
A strong girl keeps her stuff in line-and with tears running...
She still manages to spit the simple words "I'm fine."
No one will ever know
No one will ever know, the pain I feel inside....
There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.
It's getting colder now and the darkness consumes me. Depression is slowly creeping up. Maybe one day you'll actually care about me.
Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others.
She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me...
There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.
It's getting colder now and the darkness consumes me. Depression is slowly creeping up. Maybe one day you'll actually care about me.
Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others.
She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me...
Monday, February 1, 2010
good morning
Good morning and God bless
On this most wonderful of days
God given, lit by sunlight
Shafting down in golden rays.
The heart sings out its wondrous joy
In choir with birdsong sweet,
And all one's love can employ
This beauteous day to greet.
Oh skies of azure
Blue as any skies could ever be,
How glad I am to meet this day
How well blessed to be me!
On this most wonderful of days
God given, lit by sunlight
Shafting down in golden rays.
The heart sings out its wondrous joy
In choir with birdsong sweet,
And all one's love can employ
This beauteous day to greet.
Oh skies of azure
Blue as any skies could ever be,
How glad I am to meet this day
How well blessed to be me!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
She Falls For You
She has nothing left to say
Not a spark worth fighting for
and it's killing her to let him go
Though chasing another makes him already gone
She cries out for him at night
No longer is he holding her side
holding her hand
Even dropped her heart
Amongst others in his storm
False hope he'd ever care for her
She left the light on downstairs
So he'd let himself in
Woke up each time
Falling for him further,
dissappointment entwined
She has nothing left to say
And so he let's her go
Unable to hear her heart screaming
his name
On her lips
No matter who she talks to
So she holds her breath
With nothing more to say
They let their friendship fall away
Not a spark worth fighting for
and it's killing her to let him go
Though chasing another makes him already gone
She cries out for him at night
No longer is he holding her side
holding her hand
Even dropped her heart
Amongst others in his storm
False hope he'd ever care for her
She left the light on downstairs
So he'd let himself in
Woke up each time
Falling for him further,
dissappointment entwined
She has nothing left to say
And so he let's her go
Unable to hear her heart screaming
his name
On her lips
No matter who she talks to
So she holds her breath
With nothing more to say
They let their friendship fall away
Friend
Where will I go, I just don't know,
when my heart is heavy and feeling low.
Will I chase after that rainbows end?
or find sweet comfort with a friend.
For storms will gather, storms will go
but theres one thing that I know...
Sharing moments here with you,
my sky is bright and always blue.
So I'll just sit here and stay a while
you make me laugh, you make me smile.
You make my heart take wings and fly,
each time we're together, you and I....
when my heart is heavy and feeling low.
Will I chase after that rainbows end?
or find sweet comfort with a friend.
For storms will gather, storms will go
but theres one thing that I know...
Sharing moments here with you,
my sky is bright and always blue.
So I'll just sit here and stay a while
you make me laugh, you make me smile.
You make my heart take wings and fly,
each time we're together, you and I....
Listen and please don't say a word.
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.
Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.
The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.
You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.
You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.
Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.
The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.
You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.
You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.
Follow Directions
Read James 1:19–25
Jeff was anxious to get the baby’s walker assembled. There was a game starting on TV, but a promise was a promise. He quickly skimmed the directions and laid them aside. “This will be a piece of cake!” he announced with glee.
It was not until he heard the seat snap into place that he realized something was not right. The seat was on backwards. No matter how hard he tried he could not separate the pieces. It was at that point he saw the warning on the label: Read all directions carefully before beginning assembly. Locking wing nuts used! Jeff had a sinking feeling that he had blown it.
Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says (James 1:22).
Many times we read God’s Word and do not pay attention to what it says. We act like life will be self-explanatory. However, some actions in life bring irreversible consequences. Let us not wait for that sinking feeling to realize we need to read God’s directions more carefully—and do what His Word says.
Challenge for Today: Do not just read the Bible out of habit. Read to understand, and follow through on what God is saying.
By the name of Our Lord,Jesus Christ, I post.
Jeff was anxious to get the baby’s walker assembled. There was a game starting on TV, but a promise was a promise. He quickly skimmed the directions and laid them aside. “This will be a piece of cake!” he announced with glee.
It was not until he heard the seat snap into place that he realized something was not right. The seat was on backwards. No matter how hard he tried he could not separate the pieces. It was at that point he saw the warning on the label: Read all directions carefully before beginning assembly. Locking wing nuts used! Jeff had a sinking feeling that he had blown it.
Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says (James 1:22).
Many times we read God’s Word and do not pay attention to what it says. We act like life will be self-explanatory. However, some actions in life bring irreversible consequences. Let us not wait for that sinking feeling to realize we need to read God’s directions more carefully—and do what His Word says.
Challenge for Today: Do not just read the Bible out of habit. Read to understand, and follow through on what God is saying.
By the name of Our Lord,Jesus Christ, I post.
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