I Give Up

I've decided to give up today
On what I've tried to start
Passion fills my memories
And failure fills my heart

Deep down I know the feelings
And its true they'll never change
Even if you hated me
My love would still remain

I now sit here regretting
For what could've been in reach
Today I see there's nothing left
What could've been achieved

Now as time starts winding down
I now its gone
I sought to have what I could not
My dusk has turned to dawn

I know that you don't realize
The truth held in my heart
But the truth we are nothing
And we will be like this forever
I am giving up on you...

I Must Go

It is time to know
I am not the woman in your life
I can see how much your life accompanied by how many woman you want
I have to go
so that there is no suffer to know
and i believe life will bring me to hope

I must go,
cause you have your own style to live and i have mine,
I'd seen how much you can replace myself although your lip says Not
I can see how much you can conduct yourself with every conversation with others...
I am not yours....
So, I'll Go.

I Have to Go and I Must Go
Not to continue in deceiving you but
to let you meet the woman you know
i have to go
you may not understand what i have to do
time will pass and you may know


I Must Go
to meet my hero too,perhaps...
but this time there is no suffer to know
so i will go
i learned from my past state
to let hope cover my soul
So here i am, i am leaving...

No one Know

I face the world with a smile,
no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness,
they cant see the tears I've cried.
When I am alone I hurt,
because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me,
everyone has a say.


In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.
Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?
In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song.
I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.
They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again.
But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been?
I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back.
Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.

Crying never seems to help

I take all this pain...
I put it in rhymes...
Then you get the chance for the very first time.
You get to feel the pain...there's stuff inside me...
like all this hate...
I don't know if I can handle...
I don't know if I can carry this weight...
I just wanna let go...
I just wanna be free...
it's time for all this hate...
to finally leave me

My life is full of empty promises and broken dreams...
I'm hoping things will look up, and right when they do...
Do you know what it's like to be me?
Go through something not everyone can see?
Do you know what it's like to walk in my shoes?
Please stop judging me simply cause I'm not you...
Everything is changing and I don't feel the same.
I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong.
I'm trying to find a place where I feel like I belong...

I think I'd do better on my own, no friends, no fights,just me...
alone...
A strong girl keeps her stuff in line-and with tears running...
She still manages to spit the simple words "I'm fine."

No one will ever know

No one will ever know, the pain I feel inside....


There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

It's getting colder now and the darkness consumes me. Depression is slowly creeping up. Maybe one day you'll actually care about me.

Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others.

She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me...

good morning

Good morning and God bless
On this most wonderful of days

God given, lit by sunlight
Shafting down in golden rays.

The heart sings out its wondrous joy
In choir with birdsong sweet,

And all one's love can employ
This beauteous day to greet.

Oh skies of azure
Blue as any skies could ever be,

How glad I am to meet this day
How well blessed to be me!